Joe's lounge

I remember the time when i set up my first website called 桔子年华(closed) on early 2004. At that time, i was actived in searching free web hosting to built my websites everyday, though they may only survived in about 2 weeks! But i didn’t mind, i had faith that i would find an excellent free web hosting provider, and i did found one finally. He’s a Chinese, but living overseas. I can’t hardly remmember his name now, and don’t even remember his website! But doubtlessly, he’s good man: provided one and a half years hosting services cost-free and stably. Then, i got my own RIPN account, registered my own .COM.RU domain:JUZI.COM.RU which was provided by a member of 落伍者(a famous free sources discussion forum). Then, i started building my websites, until now. So, that’s my story of building websites in almost 3 years, but got nothing archieved…Luckly, i made some good friends during this period, they always help me out. they’re 拖鞋, 叼著玫瑰的貓, JGH, Sluke and of course my big brother. Thanks guys.

I haven't write my diary for weeks, not because I have nothing to write about, is because I don't know how to speak them out, how to express. Pathetic, huh? However, I want to have a try, try to write them down, try to tell exactly what had happened.

There will be an English speaking contest next few weeks, that remains me of last year, the 1st English speaking contest. Me, as a freshman, I tried to took part in as much activities as possible, tried to enrich my college life. It surely did, because of the speaking contest, I needed to work with others to act a play. As a result, I found out that it's hard for me to to cooperate with others, that's to say, I'm not good at team working, and of course, the result of the contest was predictable, I failed. I pretended do not care about it. But I do. My teacher said that I did a good job, kidding? She said this is because she never heard my answering in her class, and she think my voice was good, charming, just like the other teachers said.

After that, I join no activities, no matter wheather it's significant or just for the credits, everything seems nothing at all. You could call me coward, but may be that's my nature, I wanted and tried to change it, but I can't.

Blogger was banned, so i stopped blogging for a while, and tried to get use to it, but i couldn't, so here will be my new home now. Godspeed…

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