Joe's lounge

2008 is coming to an end, and that reminds me a lot of things which happened at the same time last year: worry about passing the test; the graduation; find a god damn job, no doubt under a lot of pressure. But things happen a year later, i mean now, nothing has changed, sulky days still…

Just talkd to a friend, she said she’s on her biz trip to Vietnam and will back on Christmas eve, and i said finally, getting out of this evil country, fucking harmonious society, fucking fake relationships between people, fuck! On the other hand, that would be a good opportunity for self-development, though Vietnam is not a developed country, but at least she’s out, and me? Never been out of GD, not even a chance. And then i told her how envy i am and how sorry about myself of being at the company which i’m start to feel sick of it, she told me: maybe you’re just thinking too much.

That’s just like a strike to my head and i said, that’s the point, that’s what i’m doing! That would be the key point to eliminate my growing resentment to my job! And that’s what i’m gonna do, to get myself busy and don’t get disturbed by someone else. Sometimes i think of myself: a dreamer without dreams, what’s this all about?