Joe’s lounge

I’m almost forget I’ve ever owned this blog and always will, seriously, the day since I started my job career, english seems no longer that important to me, though I need to read mails contracts whatever materials that related to my job funtioning, what i’ve learned is just enough. i have to say, that’s the main reason why i didn’t write my blog for a month and i don’t want to pick up my vocabulary book anymore. Suddenly i realized that this is the begining of the end, the end of my growing, the end of my knowlodge, the end of my life.

People just can’t simply satisfied with the currently condition, for me, I’m the person who don’t willing to change, everything, if I have my girl, I bet I won’t change her easily, and that’s me. After two months of working (actually is training), I experienced what i believe the hardest time to live with people, so what? I’m nobody, so there won’t be some so called “mercy”. My defectiveness, my own problem, no one can solve it unless i’m willing to, and that’s me too.

I don’t know why my supervisor leave me in this team, because I got not so many things to do and the relationships with others also not that satisfied, I can get my job done, only if I have something to do. I thought about requesting, requsting to transfer to another team, another so called “always busy” team, so that i don’t have to care about relations something like that, all i have to do is to get my job done and that is it, when it’s time to off to go, i will leave on time, it’s better if i have to OT, because i can get the extra money. But all these is just what i’m thinking, that doesn’t means i have to implement it. Why not quit after the several days remaining training period if i don’t get what i want or what i need, and that would be a more moral alternative for me. life is a struggle, just like the lyrics of this song, no matter what happened, no matter how things change, just be myself.

By the way, i wrote all these during my mid-day break at the company, hoping you can find no mistakes during your reading, because i didn’t use english for a long time…

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It seems that i have a job now, almost two months after living here, forgive me for not updating for a while, i just feel that it’s not right to keep posting while i’m still jobless. Thanks for my friends who keep on cheering me up, i can’t say all these are useless, but they do lead me to the positive side of life, so many times i thought i might breakdown, they showed me right direction and drive, i’m talking about everybody around me, again, thanks.

There’s still a lot of time till the very day i go to work, so i’m planning to go back home for a few days. It’s a little bit funny that i’m actually losing my weight, for some that might be good, but for me, that wasn’t very good. So what i’m gonna do, first relax, second increase some weight :razz:

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It’s been days for me here in guangzhou doing my “seeking-job job“, and i never feel so torturing like this before. Lots of resumes were sent out with only one response, it was a failure try, so i gave myself an excuse of being an interviewee for the first time. Back here after my first interview, i adjusted my self-introduction (never have a way of logical expression before) both in ENG and CHN, and start thinking i can do it better next time. But since then, I’ve got no interview reservation! I don’t get it, why to get an interview reservation is so difficult, or it’s just my problem? or maybe it’s just the time for me to adjust my resume again… attitude is everything, as long as i keep my attitude towards to the positive side of life, i think soon i’ll be no more a job-less guy :mrgreen: 

I went to school last week, what i have done was just get my clothes packed and a small dorm-mate reunion (one absent because he had his work to do in Huizhou), and i got a cold :!:  Whatever, the atmosphere of staying at school was different, the whole school seem so quiet, but actually students were already having classes, there should be some kind of activities like basketball games, but… A friend said that’s the changing of thoughts, we’re growing old…

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The atmosphere of spring festival is fading away, coz today is already the lunar calendar 6th January. For me, spring festival merely means of course not getting Red Envelops, that’s beyond my age. We’re talking about keep in touch with relatives (in order to *know* each other, hard to imagine right?), so relative visiting become one of the most important activities we have to execute everyday! Then, weird things happened, some unknown relatives show up and announce themselves as “relative”… Probably i’m still a student (not anymore after June), i think for most of the people who have jobs, spring festival means family reunion, the only chance to see their family members, including their small child.

Actually, i should have finished this post two days ago, because of computer virus stuff and makes me re-installed the os twice a day, now i’m still not sure whether the system is ok or not… Finally, the cube-solving time update: 12 times average 49.90 :mrgreen:  PS: 4×4 is a little bit diffcult than 3×3

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One term left till the end of college life, but time is keep telling us that we all are about to leave this place by the end of this term. We have to suppose that during this last nearly 30 days are the days that we could consolidate the relationships with friends, and we did. Some went travelling while some went K-ing, we, our dorm members, went hot potting last night. What surprised me was that i found myself have some psychology problems - afraid of going out and meet with strangers. It doesn’t metter yo, because we’re talking about school leaving. Besides the chafing dish, i brought magic cubes as gift to my dorm mates, whatever, i like to play cube, so do they. Not expensive though, but i think they like it, and as a gift, it’s a great deal:)

Some days early this month, i placed an order online on dangdang, but they really let me down because of the speed of delivery, it claims that in my living area, books will be delivered within a week, actually, i got my books the day before yesterday, almost 3 weeks after the order i placed. So, i made some complains to the Customer Services of dangdang, and you know what? Customer Services of china post’s explaining call, and i’m sure it’s the china post’s problems about the delay, so i didn’t blame on dangdang, china post sucks!

By the way, today is the last day of 2007, good or bad, i make through. So, i want to say goodbye and thanks to 2007 and say hello 2008!

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