Joe's lounge

Don’t have much to say about life, i don’t know since when, but it actually nothing particular shows up for a long time, everyday is just as normal as the still water.

Last time i wanna write is the very last day of 2008, you know, to sum up what had happened or what i’ve done, what i’ve accomplished in 2008, but i didn’t write that post. 2008 means a lot to me: i graduated from college; the very first job in my life; those sleepless nights worried about where to go, what to do, i can still remember those songs i listened during the three months of job searching, and i still have feelings while listening to these songs, feeling of sad, feeling of hopeless.

Shouldn’t these all be remembered? Coz, as the process of a man’s  life, what he thought, how he acted would have profound effect on his future, and they also serves as the evidence of a man’s growing: Nothing unless we do something.

Don’t know how our company’s plan for lunar new year, probably i would have only three days holiday, a day for returning home, a day for coming back, only one day staying at home. And this would be a The First too, the first time in my life only have three days holiday for lunar new year. Because of this, some promises would sold down the river, like student reunion, party, relative visiting, and i remember i have a big box filled with books, the day i left school, i mailed it to one of my friends in my county, and still have no chance to get it back for almost 6 months.

Sorry then, see what i can do.

It seems that i have a job now, almost two months after living here, forgive me for not updating for a while, i just feel that it’s not right to keep posting while i’m still jobless. Thanks for my friends who keep on cheering me up, i can’t say all these are useless, but they do lead me to the positive side of life, so many times i thought i might breakdown, they showed me right direction and drive, i’m talking about everybody around me, again, thanks.

There’s still a lot of time till the very day i go to work, so i’m planning to go back home for a few days. It’s a little bit funny that i’m actually losing my weight, for some that might be good, but for me, that wasn’t very good. So what i’m gonna do, first relax, second increase some weight :razz:

As always, i go home on holidays, the difference is that this time i took lots of my stuff back including clothing and books, just for the convience of graduation packaging next year. I thought i could play my computer as usual, online, gaming and watching movies, but after about 10 minutes after i started the computer, it crashed. Bought in 2001, along with me for over 6 years, we’ve been through a lot. And, it can’t be fixed this time. Rest and peace, my friend, i’ll be missing you.

Every time, when it comes to the end, no matter what end it is, all things seem come together.The end of this semester, for example. I have to do my presentation next week about the communication of my oral English cource, it should be an easy task, but our foreign teacher John wants to make it what he called “formal” coz after this semester, we will have no oral English any more, so he decided to invite some teachers and students from other majors to come to see us perform in the school hall. That makes me a little bit nervous, first, because i have an exam to participate this Sunday, so i may have no much time to do a good preparation; second is because i have never been on stage before, definetely my legs will shake, and the voice…I can’t imagine how that scene would be, i do think i should stop thinking too much about it…

What i should be aware more is the revision of the other cources, like accounting, international financing, general English etc. I spent so much time on the preparation of International Commercial Documents test, and i seldom spent time on those books..I don’t know what can i do now…

By the way, i’d done my assignment of Basic Business Technique cource about business negotiation, what i’d done was act as a buyer to negotiated with the seller about the notebook purchasing.

That’s all i want to say, next post i write probably after getting home, so untill next time :bye:

I don’t know whether there’s anything to do with the global warming or not, but i really feel that this summer is much more hot than years before. Today is hot, of course. We, my partner and i, which took us more than an hour to get there, to make a recording. Not like the last year, we just made a preschoolers’ listening test recording, very few content, because my partner has no experience at doing this, so i have to with her, spends me several extra hours.

After that, Mrs. Chen, the teacher who in charge of this, offer us a meal in a Chongqing eatery and chose some so called “non-spicy” dishes, but the truth is: they’re sooooo hot~~ we almost crying on our way home… And i swore that i will never accept the offer of providing a meal in such a “spicy” place again!

Almost a week after the holiday now, no pain, but gain something. I can’t tell what it is, may be the experience or the mood, i don’t know, but i’m surely feel easy now.

My cousin gave up his study(9 grade) followed his so called girlfriend to a shoe factory. I feel sorry about that, because since my uncle was dead, nobody take care of him except my aunt, she was not a good(may be) mother, go out gambling always and left him behind, back home after mid-night, as time passes, without any restriction, my cousin, went out with his so called good friends and finally, became one of them. We, as relatives, should had taken more good care of him, but we didn’t, make me feel that we’re some kind of criminals.

Anyway, everyone has its own way of living, we can’t say that the way my cousin chose is not a good way, after all, he made his own choice and he should take the responsibility of the consequences.