Joe’s lounge

I’m almost forget I’ve ever owned this blog and always will, seriously, the day since I started my job career, english seems no longer that important to me, though I need to read mails contracts whatever materials that related to my job funtioning, what i’ve learned is just enough. i have to say, that’s the main reason why i didn’t write my blog for a month and i don’t want to pick up my vocabulary book anymore. Suddenly i realized that this is the begining of the end, the end of my growing, the end of my knowlodge, the end of my life.

People just can’t simply satisfied with the currently condition, for me, I’m the person who don’t willing to change, everything, if I have my girl, I bet I won’t change her easily, and that’s me. After two months of working (actually is training), I experienced what i believe the hardest time to live with people, so what? I’m nobody, so there won’t be some so called “mercy”. My defectiveness, my own problem, no one can solve it unless i’m willing to, and that’s me too.

I don’t know why my supervisor leave me in this team, because I got not so many things to do and the relationships with others also not that satisfied, I can get my job done, only if I have something to do. I thought about requesting, requsting to transfer to another team, another so called “always busy” team, so that i don’t have to care about relations something like that, all i have to do is to get my job done and that is it, when it’s time to off to go, i will leave on time, it’s better if i have to OT, because i can get the extra money. But all these is just what i’m thinking, that doesn’t means i have to implement it. Why not quit after the several days remaining training period if i don’t get what i want or what i need, and that would be a more moral alternative for me. life is a struggle, just like the lyrics of this song, no matter what happened, no matter how things change, just be myself.

By the way, i wrote all these during my mid-day break at the company, hoping you can find no mistakes during your reading, because i didn’t use english for a long time…

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The longer i stay here aimlessly, the more confused i feel! “How’s going about your job seeking?” is a very popular phrase that i receive from my friends. Some ask is because they are really care about that, care about me, but some are just checking around, see whether you’ve had a job or not, if not, they feel happy and if yes, they feel worry and start complaining. What cause this abnormal way of thinking and doing this is that they don’t treat you like a friend, just like some kind of tool, a tool they use only when they needed, in the name of “friend”. The distinction between them is that after i finished reply, some disappear immediately, some keep on sending messages “take it easy, my friend”, and that’s what i realised the true friends.

I start buying cubes since last December after a friend of mine taught me how to play a cube, using $ on my paypal account. But last week, i withdraw all my $ and transfered into my banking account, though it’s a small sum of money, but it really can support my daily expenses, so that i can stay here longer by my own (accommodation free).

Anyway, i’ll continue my job seeking here in guangzhou, as a true friend told me “cheer up!” Oh, i’m almost forget to tell you that i made a great music player, songs listed in that player are my favorite (i believe they’re great songs too). Check this out Music Player

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How time flies, new year is around the corner, and all of a sudden, i find myself grow older and realise that steps about to take in my life are getting harder and harder.

If you check the date of my last post, you’ll see that i’ve been lacking this blog behind and do something substantial (i can’t just live with computers right?). So i keep buying book online, using the earnings of paypal, also cultivate my own interest: the rubik’s cube, but i believe most of you like to call it as magic cube, and it’s been a part of my life now, i’m not a master of it (best time to solve the cube is: 1m32s), but i get much fun from it.

What concerns me most is the job seeking. Because i don’t know what i can do and the path i want to follow, walking around aimlessly, live without passion, totally a hopeless, futureless loser.  For give me to write such negative boring craps, actually, i wrote a draft last night and do some amendments, but while i’m facing the monitor, feeling changes, then craps come out, then… So, if you feel uncomfortable with my words, just close the browser and don’t have to feel sorry about me. :razz: 

Oh i forget to say something:

Merry Christmas and Happy new year to you all!

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After 4 days of staying at dorm, i got accompany again - a roommate back from guangzhou who had sufferred from the bad traffic conditions durning his staying in guangzhou. There’re two, however, will not show up until tomorrow.

Also tomorrow, probably i have to hand the computer back to the owner, so there’ll be a conclusion about what i’ve done in the pass 6 days. First, results of the games i’ve mentioned - Resident Evil 4 and Need for Speed Carbon weren’t to my satisfaction, but i did prefer Need for Speed to RE4, the career mode in the game was finished in less than 12 hours, and that never happened to me, you know, i love games, but i’m not a good player, however, you might think 12 hours is still damn too long for you to play such kind of games. :roll: By the way, i also played a game named Warcraft through LAN with my friends next doors and have joys while we were playing, after playing, we have same topic about the games to discuss, which was more likely a team building :lol: The second thing i’ve done is like always, write some posts here in this blog for my own living, not much, but if you change into CNY, it’s almost a week’s expenses for me to eat and drink for just one or two posts a week, i’m sure the continuing growth of my blog can even create more profits, but there’s a long way to go still.

leave the rest, you won’t like it.

Continue reading ‘Still In Holidays’

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Our General Writing teacher Delia said that we have to hand in our diary books ASAP as a part of our final assessment, but she didn’t mention any requirement such as the numbers of the diary we have to write, however, some said she did told us the requirement is to write at least 30 diaries, what a terrible number! You know i’m lazy and i seldom write my diary, even i did, i only write on my blog, now i have no choice but to copy all my diaries that wrote on my blog to meet the requirement; however, to the number 30, diaries on my blog were still not enough, so i have to call up my memories to see whether there’s anything i can write on my diary book or not, and i did find something that might related to myself.

It was happened about 3 months ago, on the writing class, Delia, our writing course teacher, told us that someone didn’t laugh after he/she had being told a funny story which made else laughed must be aware about themselves. Be aware of what? Be aware of communicating with others, be aware of working with others, be aware of the human relationships. And i felt she was talking to someone like me coz i’m the only one who showed no interested in listening her class. She is a very good teacher, she always can make our class full of laughters. The truth is that i wanted to laugh, but i couldn’t, something bothering me that time, i seldom chatted with others, not to mention the laughters. After i heard those words Delia had said, i was shocked deeply. life of a man is limite, so we should try to make ourselves happy. Though bad things happen all the time, but we should see it as a challenge, just like a game, sometimes we win, sometimes we lose, and sometimes we have to let something go, may be that’s the rule of life, may be that’s the nature of life.

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