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How time flies, new year is around the corner, and all of a sudden, i find myself grow older and realise that steps about to take in my life are getting harder and harder.

If you check the date of my last post, you’ll see that i’ve been lacking this blog behind and do something substantial (i can’t just live with computers right?). So i keep buying book online, using the earnings of Paypal, also cultivate my own interest: the rubik’s cube, but i believe most of you like to call it as magic cube, and it’s been a part of my life now, i’m not a master of it (best time to solve the cube is: 1m32s), but i get much fun from it.

What concerns me most is the job seeking. Because i don’t know what i can do and the path i want to follow, walking around aimlessly, live without passion, totally a hopeless, futureless loser.  For give me to write such negative boring craps, actually, i wrote a draft last night and do some amendments, but while i’m facing the monitor, feeling changes, then craps come out, then… So, if you feel uncomfortable with my words, just close the browser and don’t have to feel sorry about me.  

Oh i forget to say something:

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all!

Actually, this is a draft that i wanted to post a week ago, reason why i didn’t publish is because i have thing to say but i can’t say, now i got myself a topic: Failure of PETS4!

I know i’ve been lazy to blog and that reflect my current lifestyle: lazy to do everything except day dreaming, that sucks especially you’ve got things to do but don’t wanna think about, not to mention the implementation.

I’ve read two books mentioned in this post, a shock to human beings’ inner value, weak and ugly.

A friend came to me said that he failed to pass the oral part of PETS4 agian, and next time, he has no chance but to take both parts of the test if he want to reparticipate to the test. How about me? I logged on to this site and got my score of 53, far away from the passing line. One said i’m a optimist, she doesn’t know this is just a comfort for her. How i feel about this about anything? She never know!

After 4 days of staying at dorm, i got accompany again – a roommate back from Guangzhou who had sufferred from the bad traffic conditions durning his staying in Guangzhou. There’re two, however, will not show up until tomorrow.

Also tomorrow, probably i have to hand the computer back to the owner, so there’ll be a conclusion about what i’ve done in the pass 6 days. First, results of the games i’ve mentioned – Resident Evil 4 and Need for Speed Carbon weren’t to my satisfaction, but i did prefer Need for Speed to RE4, the career mode in the game was finished in less than 12 hours, and that never happened to me, you know, i love games, but i’m not a good player, however, you might think 12 hours is still damn too long for you to play such kind of games. :roll: By the way, i also played a game named Warcraft through LAN with my friends next doors and have joys while we were playing, after playing, we have same topic about the games to discuss, which was more likely a team building :lol: The second thing i’ve done is like always, write some posts here in this blog for my own living, not much, but if you change into CNY, it’s almost a week’s expenses for me to eat and drink for just one or two posts a week, i’m sure the continuing growth of my blog can even create more profits, but there’s a long way to go still.

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Just imagine your everyday life is sitting in front of the computer, hungry eat, tired sleep, you have to think nothing! What are you going to do about this? Enjoy or havie it changed? Enjoying is ok for me, and that’s exactly the reason why less diaries did i write these days, even if i did, i was “forced” to, you know what i mean right?

Shih complained that there’re too much irrelative posts show up in my blog these days, i told him i don’t wanna to, and then explained that this is my job, thought this might not to your interests, but i’ll continue so, be cool, once i get what i want, i’ll end this.

You might probaly quiet familiar with the movie called <Forrest Gump> talking about a amazing child called Forrest Gump (what kind of description it’s?), <Legend of the Fall>

for most of you might heard of it. Here i want to introduce another movie called <Awakenings> talking about a group of patients wroke up after the treatment by a doctor, but unfortunately, bad things happened again…It really worth your time to watch this movie.

Our General Writing teacher Delia said that we have to hand in our diary books ASAP as a part of our final assessment, but she didn’t mention any requirement such as the numbers of the diary we have to write, however, some said she did told us the requirement is to write at least 30 diaries, what a terrible number! You know i’m lazy and i seldom write my diary, even i did, i only write on my blog, now i have no choice but to copy all my diaries that wrote on my blog to meet the requirement; however, to the number 30, diaries on my blog were still not enough, so i have to call up my memories to see whether there’s anything i can write on my diary book or not, and i did find something that might related to myself.

It was happened about 3 months ago, on the writing class, Delia, our writing course teacher, told us that someone didn’t laugh after he/she had being told a funny story which made else laughed must be aware about themselves. Be aware of what? Be aware of communicating with others, be aware of working with others, be aware of the human relationships. And i felt she was talking to someone like me coz i’m the only one who showed no interested in listening her class. She is a very good teacher, she always can make our class full of laughters. The truth is that i wanted to laugh, but i couldn’t, something bothering me that time, i seldom chatted with others, not to mention the laughters. After i heard those words Delia had said, i was shocked deeply. Life of a man is limite, so we should try to make ourselves happy. Though bad things happen all the time, but we should see it as a challenge, just like a game, sometimes we win, sometimes we lose, and sometimes we have to let something go, may be that’s the rule of life, may be that’s the nature of life.

I took the ICD (International Commercial Documents) thest today, morning was the theory part, and the document-making part in the afternoon. Unfortunately, there was a heavy shower on my way to the exam center and got myself all wet. Finally i asked a friend of mine to picked me up, it was so embarrassing.

The exam center actually located in our neighborhood college and i got some friends there, so i didn’t back to mine college at noon, instead, i stayed in one of my friends’ dorm, watching movies.

We planned to have a dinner together outside tonight, like a farewell party coz some of my friends might not come back to college next semester and saying that we might not to see each other for a long long period. But finally we came out another idea was to go to camping at the end of this month, i think it’s a good idea, everyone will have fun together and leave no regret to our college life, and we’ll be friends 4ever.

If you saw a movie called GHOST RIDER, you might remember the one who sold his soul to the devil called Johnny Blaze loves a song very much, i was familiar with the song too, i don’t know the name of the song, but i do remember it, probably listened several years ago. Then i know the name of the song is called Superstar, sung by The Carpenters. I love The Carpenters, most of the songs she sung is very soft and her voice is very very attracted, and the rhythm too. I like to listen those songs in the mid-night, coz it’s quiet and when i hear those songs, i always have something in mind, something unforgetable, something that changed my life.Though that was a band of 70s, but their songs seems never out of date! At least for me.

There was a test in today’s writing course, the requirement is to write an essay, about 800 words(faint..) and the title is “My Favourite Subject”. Finally it took me 1 hour to wrote an approximately 400 words’ “essay” out. Mainly talked about my first year General English teacher Mr.Lee and his way of teaching etc.

The next thing i want to show you is a funny music video played by a group of student of our neighbourhood college, definitely original:lol:

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I saw thunder light flashing up to the clouds, it’s beautiful, but i know the rainning is comimg, and i wish it would coming soon, because the weather is so hoooooot! I can’t take it anymore, sweating even when i was taking the shower, so can you imagine eating in a dinning hall with hundreds of people? I don’t think so…

Another weekend is around the corner, how can we describe the speed of of time flowing? I think FLY is fine, you have no idea of what you gonna do, then a week passes, then 2, 3…, till the end of your life. Who can tell me what the hell is going on with me? Will i really become somebody in my fucking future? I don’t know how long can i still hold this line, once lost myself, maybe i’ll do something crazy, you know, dancing in the street with an underwear waving in my hand, something like that.

That’s all for today’s..Crap you might thought…:ko: